2014 祸不单行.

今天是一个很好的一天. 前几天几乎都是崩溃的状态. 今天总算心情平复了一点..没那么糟了. 今年真的是祸不单行.从我实习开始一直到今天.. 坏运就一直发生在我身上. 5个月里面,我大概生病了好几十次了吧. 这是在金宝4年熬坏的身体吗? 然后一次过爆发出来? 我不知道.前几天真的真的很崩溃,因为那个无良医生用电棒烫伤我的皮肤, 还说不会有疤痕.烫的时候简直是痛到我的喷泪,想说一定要忍过去, 过后就会好的.哪里知道, 隔天我没复原,还变本加厉.妈妈赶快带我去看另一间诊所.第二间的医生看了看我的伤口过后, 我又多嘴问医生, 会不会留疤痕?他连考虑的时间也没有,直接说永远会留疤. 那时候很气医生为什么说话那么直,不会体谅我的心情.... 过后我再想想,其实他实话实说,没什么不对,他告诉他我再吃着第一间医生开的药,还告诉他那个药长怎样的,然后他也很奇怪为什么那个医生给我这个药,因为对我的病情好像没有很大的效力.他开了一些药给我(那个药很贵, 一粒rm6.50), 叫我心情保持开朗,不要紧张,最重要的是要多喝水,不要酱压力.第一间的医生真的是无良到要死,给我的药竟然不是我应该要吃的...没有对诊下药,所以我的病情一直再恶化..过后,我一直在崩溃的状态,因为我.....再.......也......不........能.........穿........露.......背.......装........! 好好的一个背后给无良医生搞到这样..本来让它自己好是不会有疤痕的,有也是很浅,问题是TMD用电棒烫我的皮肤,就好像用香来烫皮肤一样........我哭了....哭了一个下午....告诉自己, 我一定要快点康复,一定要快点! 有疤痕又怎样? 都不是要死了! 疤痕可以用后天补救!!!So what? 前天晚上睡觉时很不安宁, 因为我伤口好痒好疼, 真的不能入睡...不隐瞒,心情真的还没有酱快平复..需要一点时间. 今天, 我心情慢慢的好起来了. 病情也有好转...现在只求快点康复,然后康复的第一件事情是要吃炸鸡!!!!!明天会更好!!!!!耶!

我相信我不会一直倒霉下去,我的好运来了!!!!另一方面倒霉，不一定另外一方面也倒霉，我也有幸运的一面！

什么是过去? 什么是当下? 什么是未来?

什么是过去? 什么是当下? 什么是未来? 过去到当下,然后从当下到未来. 这是人生必经的路程, 也是我现在正在执行的一项任务. 上一秒计划的未来, 最后也会成为了只能回头观看的过去.人渐渐长大, 压力也越来越大, 从幼稚园开始, 到了小学,中学, 一直盼望着快点长大成为大人的我,到了现在,才渐渐知道长大了, 不能再像以前那样, 哭就能得到某某东西.
有人问我, 假如有一架时光机, 你会让时光机带你回到从前还是带你去未来? 我沉默了.然后仔细想想. 我心里有了答案,但我没说出来. 我哪里都不想去, 因为过去, 毕竟是过去, 我不会改写我的历史,也不会做任何的改变, 因为过去, 是拿来回忆, 哪怕是那模糊不清的回忆.
未来, 我也不会让时光机带我去未来, 因为这样我的人生才会存有一点点的神秘感. 当然, 有时还会希望能去未来看一看. =P

我是一位大学生.

努力奋斗着~让我的人生变得好像彩虹一样精彩.

未来的路, 很模糊,

也很辛苦,

但我会做的比上一秒更好.

我是说真的,

不要笑.

Don't Lose Hope Malaysian!

I feel like blogging at this moment, don't know why, maybe I wanted to make it as history to let my future me to read it. If you are Malaysian, you should know what happened in this past few days. 5/5 is our 13th time of general election. As you know, I don't like politics, I hate politics, I don't concern about politics in my country but somehow I know our country is getting even problematic than early years in this past few years, so i decided to take a look on it. I regret I did not register to vote as I am already 21 last year. Damn it. I don't know what is fairness in our country, because I saw a lot of dirty thing during our election. Bangladesh is not from our country but they have the rights to vote for our future government. As I know, Malaysia only have 3 ethnic, Chinese, Malay and Indian. What the fuck they have the rights to vote? There are many more and i don't want to list about it anymore. Feel so disappointed to our government. Haihs, but Malaysian, our spirit is unite! don't lose hope, we can change it again, opportunities are always created by us! 1Malaysia gogogog!

Year 3 Semester 1- PR campaign.

Yello peeps! Just an update because my blog was so dead since don't know when already. I guess most of you feel so boring about my blog because i didn't update it frequently. Yes! I am lazy, super lazy that kind, so please forgive me...hahaha! I am currently having my semester break holidays which i wish for a long long time ago since the last day of my ex-semester break. This semester was a tough semester which I have a lot of heavy subject and also my PR campaign. PR campaign is such a good subject to help students built up a foundation to learn how to organize an event,activities or campaign before we graduate.Yea, I love this subject is because it is fun and this subject do not have final exam!

*ARE YOU SERIOUS? GOOD SUBJECT?*

Yaaay!But good things always have negative side, we have to stayed back at Kampar almost every week to do the fundraising activities, those decoration and also the publicity. We would have meeting in every Wednesday till the late evening which I had missed a lot chance to go pasar malam in Kampar. T.T 

The PR campaign was separated in 5 groups,  which i am in group 1. We supposingly choose to join group 3 but due to some problem, we are back to group 1 again.Each group have same main topic which is Volunteerism II and raise fund for U-Liang Library at Tronoh Mines village which is 30 minutes far from kampar. But we have different sub-topic which are separated into educational, healthy, and also environment. We choose educational as our sub topic. In group 1, there's only 8 people are juniors and others was all seniors. I feel so strange because I don't even know who are them. When i attended the first meeting, I feel so nervous because most of them are so "experience" people and the meeting was so bloody hell formal which i don't even dare to "fart". Even I fart I also must be in very "formal-way fart". Yar, that's it. Also, there's a very fierce moderator which is our lecturer, she is Ms.Diong, I fucking scare her because when she attended to our first meeting, she started to scold all of us. She scolded all of us because she said we've done a shitty proposal, overall mark is 40 and we only get 8 marks for it. I guess everyone in our group also hate her, but after that, we changed our mind not to hate her. HAHAHA! 

*Ms.Diong*

From that day onward, our group people do their best to fits what Ms Diong had request, we work, we think and also we do. We have separated in few departments which are, treasurer, logistic, secretary, publicity, fundraising, program, research, media relations, media monitoring and also the most important department, HOD department. Oh ya, Me, Soh Ying Ying and I involved in few departments which are program, fund raising and the media monitoring is my main department. The reason why I involved in few departments is because media monitoring don't have much work to do plus, i wish to involved in publicity team and fund raising team actually, so you know, i campur here and campur there larh, hahahha kepochi laa me! Maybe I shouldn't say that because we work as a team, so every department WE-HAVE-TO-BE-INVOLVED! Wakakaka! 

First of all, let's talk about the secretary department first, I feel so grateful because the secretary members was so hardworking and they did almost all the paper works. They have to prepare all the minutes, agenda and sent to all of the members the day before the meeting. Not to offend larh, members in other department also very hardworking larh, hahaha! 

Next, let's talk about the treasurer department, I confused whether is OKK (Ooi Kok Keng) or Shermaine is the head of department, maybe Shermaine because she's the one who always report us the latest income for our campaign. hahaha! They did a great work too. =) hahah 

Followed by Publicity team, this department is the most pity group because they have to squeeze their brain out to think out of the box which we usually called it as creative ideas. They gonna sacrified their time of sleep, to come out with a creative ideas to grab the photo opp, publicize our campaign activities and so on. Steve Chai is the HOD of publicity department, he is a funny guy and he has a "good voice" to sing. I swear. hahahahaha. Oh ya congrats to Steve Chai because got people bought his design , the 5 mascot, the 5 eggs!

 

*Our group 1 Mascot-Volunharry*

The program team, is the most important department because the activities must be really interesting to attract people to come over our campaign. It is leaded by Ks How, and wen xian is one of the member of it. The members in program team was so friendly, they play hard and work hard for it. thumbs up! Although sometime they work in last minutes, but still the outcomes never disappointed us. It is so happy to work with them, and thanks god for giving me a chance to know most of them, sarah, foo sze meng, cooku, ah fatt and also boon keong! hahah! For me, the first impression when i see KS was, wow, this is such a fierce guy and i don't want to campur, *this is what I though* I don't dare to campur anyone in our group, but only our "junior gang", you know, sometime "I judge the book by its cover". HAhaha forgive me, I will learn not to judge book by its cover again, ever! If he saw this, I comfirmed he will come and whatsapp me!! LOL !!! nooooo! Anyways, he is an emotional people sometime as i can see it from his facebook status. KS how, what i wanted to say is, you are great, but sometime, you are just too emotional, don't let your emotion affects your action. hmmmph! ahahaha I hope you can see this! hahaha.

Next, the fundraising team, hmm, what can i say for this department? It is leaded by Angi Lim, what i can talk about this girl? hmm, maybe good voice? She can sing very well. 

hahaha so this department is very busy department in middle of the week of our campaign, because the members have to come out few activities to raise fund, find sponsor and so on. Raising fund is the mosttttttttttt kanasai activities because what we have to do is, ask people to buy our things.We are so proud because our ice cream selling, sweets and pyssla beads are such a good activities to boost up our sales/funds.

Not to forget, our beloved Kayla sacrified her sleep and woke up early in the morning just to make the bread sushi for our sushi selling. We do put a lot of effort on it, so if anyone who bought the sushi, thank you so much!! We appreciate your help and $$ hahhaah!

tempting right?

As i mentioned before I am involved in fund raising department, so what I do for this department? Me, Cherry and Wen Xian will be wearing the animal/cartoon costume to walk around the campus and sell the sushi and sweets which we called it as mobile selling. So people that spot us in campus, yeah, tat's me hahaha! I am wearing the stitch one! cherry one is bunny and wen xian one is hello kitty. =) Frankly speaking, wearing the costume under a hot weather is such a XXXXX for me, because I am the person who sweat easily. Ahermm, anyways, it is happy to see people come and approach us to take photo with us, hahahaha! yeaaa!!

 

During our in-campus activities, our activities include v-Walk, book donation, human statue, flash mob, carnival and also the giant puzzle. As I mentioned before, our sub-topic is educational, so we must come out with something to educate people about volunteerism, it is so hard to do some activities that actually can link to volunteerism, REALLY! okay fine, in the end, WE DID IT! v-Walk is actually a parade to build awareness of volunteerism. 

The volunteers was required to bring a book along and walk from guard house to Block K. Those who attend our v-Walk will know about it. Thank you for your precious time to join our v-Walk! Big thank you! No words can describe other than thank you! The v-Walk parade is to bring out the message of volunteer yourself to be part of it, there's a village need your help and we are one part of our country, we contribute to others, help people when they need us. If we do have the ability to help people, so why not we volunteer ourselves to help them in needs? 

Hmmmph, other than v-Walk, we have human statue. Human statue is the best experience ever in my uni-life. I learned not to move when people are starring at me, people put money, then only I move. (p/s: At first I was so worried to become human statue because my laughing rate is so damn fxxking low. hahaha! But then, in a very "gan jeong" moment, surprisingly, I am not laughing when people make jokes on me for example: when melvin act like a stupid and doing stupid things infront of me! BLEK! ) Thank you for our members for the human statue idea, this idea was great to grab people's attention.  woohooo!! This activity is actually bringing out the message of " In our fast pace of life, we should stop to look around us, there are many opportunities for kindness". 

Other than that, we collect book for U-Liang Library, each student who donated book will have the opportunity to sign or write their wish list in a big piece of giant puzzle. 

*There are 300 pieces of puzzle, complete it and it will become a giant puzzle*

*complete puzzle*

Hmm, in our in campus activity, we also have carnival, the carnival have nothing special, is just like flea market in Utar, people sell things, people buy things. hehe.

Eh wait a minutes? How can i forget about media relations department? the most important department? Yeah, Melvin is the HOD and assist by Kayla (the fierce girl which everyone members scare of it) 

*the right side one-Kayla*

but actually she is good, friendly and also kind-hearted lady. hahaha! okok back to topic, ahermm...Thanks to the "famous" emcee in Utar- Melvin, haha with his good voice, he can sing well too! 

Okay, finally, i can talk about our out campus activities, we have gotong royong activities and close interaction with the primary school students, they are adorable, BUT, there's always a but behind the sentence, they are super notty. yeah laa, normal what, small children are notty, if not notty, then problem liao! hahaha This time, i will be involved in sketch, the sketch is to educate the primary students, to volunteer themselve to pick up the rubbish when they saw a rubbish at somewhere else. Don't just ignore it.

 *There are 3 stages of people, little girl, youngster and also adults. I am acting a little girl. hmmph...*

*Gotong-royong in Tronoh Mines Village*

.After that, there are few station games that the students have to think and pass the stage so that they can get the item for doing a WATER ROCKET! I'll skip here and let the photo do the talk! (talk too much already).

*天真无邪的笑容*

Ignore my face expression pls hahhahah! *station game*

*station game*

*they decorating their water rocket jet. *

*Tadahhh~*

Overall, this is a great experience that I had in this semester. I learn a lot, learn to cooperate with others and work as a team! I guess people will not read finish because this post is so fucking long.hahhaa Anyways, thanks to the members of group 1, you all are the best! =) 

*group photo*

Before I end the post, I would like to represent all the members in group 1 say thank you to Cruz, who actually contribute alot of work such as moving the ice cream fridge to here and there, go to penang and fetch all the soft drinks sponsor to kampar. He hurt his backbone and forced to make an operation. Thank you Cruz! 

*his selca*

Not to forget, our mascot-Volunharry's husband = Seng Man!!!

They must be cursing me because I never write something about them, here is it....

I will never forget my partners~~ Cherry yeoh and Wen Xian, they taught me alot. I tresure the moment with them. love ya forever!! 

Last but not least, thank you all the members in group 1, especially Lim Hui Suan and Gwen =) 

To: Lim Hui Suan, i used to hate you last time, because you very action!! show lan c face to me!! but after i know you, all the 38 pattern come out.... LOL ! 

To: Gwen, as what Ms.Diong said, you are 傻大姐, thank you for everything and make the campaign so success! woohoo!! 

*from left to right: Ivy, Angi, Gwen, me and Hui Suan*

P/s: Group 1,2,3,4,5  you all did a great job! I have friends in different groups, and i do really see your efforts in doing your campaign, keep it up and all the best in your future! Fighting! 

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That's my hectic life in this semester... at beginning, we are stranger, slowly become friends, then work as a team and fight for our campaign! XOXO  thank you for your patience, to read finish. hahaha! bye bye!

吐出来了.

话说回来, 我已有一段日子荒废了我的小天地, 今天也是突然间有kick想上来吐一下几个字, 因为我觉得,我每一个social media都藏着好多人,好多想骂，也不能骂的人．是的．我就是双面人，我只能在背后说人家坏话的人．毕竟我没有这个勇气，直接在他面前骂，因为这会造成不愉快的结局．所以，我还是，保．．．．．．持．．．．．．沉．．．．．．默．
毕竟我不是一个很聪明的人, 我是那种传说中的,便利贴女孩, 人家叫我做什么,我就做什么.因为智力有限的关系, 所以任由那些智商高的人摆布. 人啊, 不就要要求平平淡淡的过吗. 是的,有时候是酱想的,但是, 你们有没有想过, 人生就只有一次, 死了就没了. 不要跟我说那些投胎以后的事,因为我没有死过,所以我不能证实有投胎这个东西. 结论是, 我要展开我的翅膀, 让大地充满了我的影子~~~~~~(好像要成为一位很伟大的人酱,省啦你!) 没有啦,我只是想让大家认识我,我是谁.  知道我做什么的, 还有当然不是负面的啦!
现在起,我要进步!!!!!我不想秃废下~~~~~~~~~~~我想做有意义的事~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

再见!

能预测的就不是世界末日了

世界末日? 

没有.

天黑?

没有.

还以为会天黑,

哪里知道,

等了一天,

只有那,

很笨重的大雨.

就这样.

今天是新的一天

新的世纪,

让我们迎接新的世纪的到来吧!

凌晨三点二十八分.

晚安.

파이팅

Yello peeps! I am back to blog again since I don't feel like study at this weather. So cooling and I just woke up from a nap and I thought it was the next day. hahaha! Guess what, I still have to continue study whenever I feel I don't want to study any more. My friend told me that I am such a lazy person that always do something (pattern) to avoid study. Many excuses pop up in my mind whenever talk about study. My day is getting *nolight* because the *damn-finals*made me look like this. #DAMNYOUFINALS! 

Yesterday night, I don't know what happen to me, I having insomnia till 4am and I just couldn't fall asleep. #FML I feel so unhappy because i couldn't sleep like others! LOL! Anyway, thanks to my buddy who actually accompany me till this late night.  #thankyouforbeingsokind dey!  

Anyway, just a short update to boost my mood. Happy studying to those who sit for their finals next week! and good lucky to all of us! CHEERS! 

Yingster #2

很想很想把

自己丢

进大海里,

跟鱼一样

自由自在的

游着,

没有烦恼,

没有记忆. 

有时候,

笑

与不笑,

差别很大.

做人,不可没有了笑容,

对我来说

少了笑容,

天空总是灰的,

没有什么东西是过不去的,

只有过不去的自己, 

没有过不去的今天. 

又下雨天, 

来一杯热腾腾的蘑菇汤, 

棒极了!　

生活就是这样，

要做什么，就做什么，　

没有遗憾的，活下去！

Yingster #1

一个热爱生命的女孩, 

总把自己的行程排的满满的, 

忙碌寻找着怎样把生活过的更好. 

突然间,好想去旅行(其实每天都想去), 

一个人拿着行李, 

到一个无人认识我的地方,

找一个比较安静的咖啡厅坐着,

写日记. 

那里, 

没有朋友,

只有那些跟你擦肩而过的陌生人. 

他们是否和我一样,

一直努力把生活过的比昨天更好?

Wake me up when November ends.

Just a quick post before  November ends. Life is hectic, but still I enjoyed everyday because I know how to smile and handle it. Ops, I forgot to say Hi as what I usually do when i start with a post, so, Yello guys!  How you all doing? I am doing well here as usual. Short semester is a killing semester, and thanks god I am still alive here. By the way, my finals is around the corner yet I am still enjoying my life like nobody business. Ya I promised, I'll study later on, most late by next Monday? This week got a lot of pending activities and I am gonna clear it by this weekend- Sunday. So that I can start to focus on my studies. =)  Anyways, I will be coming back againnn ! so see ya guys! bye! 

Asians

Asians eyes.

I don't wish to receive this kind of news again.

Yellow guys! Today I am going to blog about something really "painful" feeling in this post, if you guys afraid of seeing this kind of photo, please click the X button and leave my blog now, i don't want you guys got frighten in my blog. ermmmm

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Incident happens on Last Friday 26/10/2012.

My gosh, I don't even dare to look at it anymore, it is so "painful" feeling straight to my mind. Ouchh!! Okay straight to the point and i don't want to talk grandmother story again. 

My friend Chia Yee was injured after playing basketball. He broke his right leg after he jump. As you can see from the photo. >.<  I am not around that time so I couldn't actually describe my bad feelings toward the happens! I knew it from Jia Yi, once I hear it, I was like, WTF and stun for awhile...zzz!  According to my friend, he said when he saw chia yee fall into the ground and shouting pain for his leg, he was stunned. He do not know what should he do for him. Of course, not to forget to call for ambulance and sent him to hospital. 

Reason why his leg fracture, he never get a doctor visit when he feel his leg is pain. and akibatnya...jadi macam tu larh! He love sports, he loves basketball very much, when doctor told him he still be able to play basketball, but after 2 years, he feel sad because it is a long period but somehow happy because he still can play basketball! He still at Hospital Fatimah. If you guys feel free, pay him a visit. I think he will stay until this Thursday or Friday. Take care buddy! =) 

p/s: Oh ya, bear in mind to those who love sports, if you guys feel any pain on your leg or anywhere, please get a doctor visit. You may change the storyline. =) Teehee!