So sorry

So sorry, i doesn't mean that! Really!! i don't know what should i say anymore except sorry.. iT must be hurt you alot man... haihh...... SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!!!I am in such a bad mood today! really!
i got my marketing result today. i felt so sad and disappointed wif my marks. Maybe i not really put alot effort inside.. tat's why my result so XXX....i hate today! 让闭嘴代替我想说的话.

i m back!

I hope my blog is not totally dead yet! So sorry that i didn't update my blog for so long. Where should i start now? okay..let me share my sem 2 life with you...Sem 2 life~ is a scary semester. Most stress Semester? Maybe? for me. For others, i don't know~ they looks enjoy, and nothing to worry.. i started to worry about my future, I'm scared for my future. So? what should i do now? study harder and harder! Yup, Study Harder!! My mid term was over, i am glad to say that... i know how to do ..at least understand what the question is asking. Sometimes, i was wondering why some of the people nonid to study, but they got a good results in their exam? why? whY? WHY? maybe i stupid? NO! not stupid.. NO ONE IS STUPID IN THIS WORLD, IF YOU ARE STUPID..YOU DON EVEN KNOW HOW TO USE A COMPUTER, MAYBE OTHERS ? Don't even say yourself stupid!! Maybe they are good in memorising? they know how to catch the point when lecturer teaching? i think so... for me, i not good in memorising, tat's y i need to study harder and harder. if study one time not understand, then study 2nd time, 2nd time not understand, 3rd time then!! till i understand. i believe! (i believe i can fly~) i can do it! for this sem! JIA YOU FOR MYSELF!!!! gogogogo!!That's all for today~!

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Hi Hi And Bye Bye!

座右铭...

不能回头，没办法，只能向前跑~

Depressed

说不难过是假的，
我尝试忍，
但是我失败了，
最后还是被挤了出来，
你们不知道我的感受，
只有那些跟我一样的情形，
才知道，
我，
很彷徨，
不知道下一刻会怎样，
我，
只知道，
现在眼前要做的是努力，
追回我以往所失去的＿ ＿
我，
要谢谢你们的关心，
一路以来的支持，
我，
会恢复以前的我，
只需要一点时间来适应，
所以，
我，
要学会坚强，
看见，
朋友在pm写的一句话，
觉得很对，
This is not the end of the world.
所以，
请，
不要担心。。。。。

The day belongs to me (eps 2)

29 sept

3rd surprise is from my Klang's friends~thx to them!!They celebrate my birthday at biz cafe.Lee Lian, Han wei, Tun Sean, Wan Qi, Josephine, Wan xuan, Hui San, Kok Keong, Alex, Yi chieh, Michele, Swee Fong, Shereen, Wei Yang, Si Erng, Hock, Kelly and Ah Cai!!billion of thanks to them hahaha..we snap alot of photo at biz~

group photo ~My Gang~

Whole Group~

i eatting cake lar?

swts..MY FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Han wei, thanks for helping me cut cake haha..

wei yang, si erng, yi chieh , me and bryan~

where we are looking for?

top left to the right:michele, swee fong and shereen
bottom left to the right:hock, me and alex (the stupid face)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!POK MONG!

me and hock!

yay!

Girls world~

Bestie~

Han wei(the sifu) and me~

Andy(The Andy Lau) and me

3 of us~

hock again~

My 2nd Cake~

18 years old liao luuu~

deng deng deng deng~

Pressing phone~

one of my bestie~ xuan~

lee and Qi~

hug me so tight~~ahhaha

Kelly~ who looks so lonely?

My shirt!~ Chloe and pui yee gave one!!

BestiEE~

My prEsent~

Adidas shirt~

Pants~
Guess purse~!

Ck summer perfume~

A card!

For my Klang's Friends~

Friendship Forever?你们相信这个存在吗？我相信！听我朋友说，我变了。你们记得我以前的post吗？我说过，我一定要改变自己。我做到了！变什么？你们的脑袋里一定出现很多个问号吧？从不要读书到要书，从没有压力到有压力，从不会洗衣到会洗衣，从不独立到会独立，从不烦恼到烦恼，从不担心我的未来到担心我的未来，从睡到饱到没有睡。这些，就是我以前没有体验过的生活。现在，我体验过了，我变了？变得坚强了？去到金宝，问题来了，你就要面对。家人不在，什么都要自己来解决。但我很肯定的说，我的性格没有变！！还是那个会做蠢事的我，说笑的我，搞笑的我。更重要的是，朋友的感情从来没变过。相信我，没有send msg 给你，不代表我不关心你，不代表我忘了你。我承认，我们是比较少联络，但那并不代表什么！算了，我不必要在多说。就把以前不好的回忆删除吧，向前看，也许会看到不一样的东西。X：其实有些事情我没有说，但并不代表我不知道。L：我没有忘记你，只是比较少联络你罢了，希望你会体谅我。J：好好照顾自己。除了这一句话，我真的不知道要说什么了。

The day that's belong to me

25Sept
A surprise from my utar gang.. make me cry.. wanna know what 's going on? lol.. Chia Yee, Pei Feng, Chow yang, Jia yi,Professor and Jeff! i will always REMEMBER THIS!! They know i scare dogs and cats..So they catch a DOG to me as present..Firstly, they bath the dog , and then put it in a boX~While they prepare this, i was happily playing my FarmVillage..Lol..surprise coming soon...deng deng deng deng~~They came out from the room,close the light~~~Pei feng's face was serious, he told me that they wanna go back early,so help me early celebrate my birthday, and the present that they wanna gave me was on his hand.He pass me and i agak agak know what is it inside.They force me to open it.. lol i keep reject. i DON'T WANT TO OPEN! i know inside is ANIMAL! i dun1 oPEN!!!!!they force me to open..i run ..urGHhh.at Last they open infront of me... OMGOSH! A PUPPY! Damn! is Black..i shocked and i RAN BEHIND! i CRied becoz of the shock! STUPID MAN!i keep shouting.. i DON'T WANT TO OPEN! I DON'T WANT TO OPEN! I ALREADY KNOW WHAT IS IT INSIDE! WHY FORCE ME OPEN WU WU wu~~~and i Hate YOU ALL!!!!!!! urGH ..not really hate la actually..just say only hahah i know you all are notty and playful ..So they gave me the surprise~ PRESENT-DOG! zzzzzzzzzzz ish...second time cried at chow yang house!! i PROMISE I WONT CRY AGAIN !!!!!!!HERK!

26Sept
AhMa gonna leave kampar~So we decide to go her home to giv her a surprise..lol..poor ah ma!~ she cried when saw us.. she is a kind of.. i dunno how to describe lar..just know is caring and loving.She was like.. sooo reluctant to leave kampar..hahaha dun la like tat ah ma.. 2 week only we will meet again..hahaha.She hug everyone..lol.Is time to leave.. bye bye ah ma~~Later then, Chow yang called me, he asked me whether got thing leave at his house or not.. if got ..he say put at his house 1st..he going back to alor setar now..

At night, pui yee and chooi han called me out for yam cha.. After that, came back home and i am tired, i wanna sleep!! Lol the clock was showing 11.00pm and my birthday is on the nxt day..aiya..sleepy, go sleep 1st. i tell myself. Lin Yun also followed me sleep...is time to sleep..she said...close light pls~*closed light* In the DARK ROOM AND DARK NIGHT, lin yun Started KACAU ME.. She KEEP TALK TALK TALK AND TALK... talk till hock called me..then she chase me from downstair to upstair.. i LOCKED THE DOOR AND DON'T WANT LET HER COME IN THE ROOM... she keep knock the door and say..ying, sorry lar i dun1 disturb you already,pls let me in pls plssssssss! OMGOSH, so noisy, so i decided to let her in..okay..she lie down quietly and don't dare to kacau me again ! MUAAHHAHAHAHHA.. it's work..! nxt time she kacau me again i lock her outside!To:Lin Yun NENINENIPUTPUT!!! hahaha..is was fun and funny! lol! she disturb me almost half an hour..i was wondering..why today lin yun so active har? active then me... the clock was showing 11.30 pm now..okay i sleep!

27Sept
Sleep TILL HALF!!!!!MY PHONE RANG~is Sue Yee! urgh..i forgot put silent..Fine! i woke up and SEE!okay okay ..she wish me happy birthday~okay okay~
Suddenly~ deng deng DENG DENG!!!!!!SOH YING YING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!someone is shouting my name.and i recognize whose voice is it...NGONG NGIANG VOICE! ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YING YING ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ ,followed by english version, chinese and then cantonese~i shocked! and i look down.. my dearest FRIENDS!! their hand holding a candle~ Pei Feng, Chooi Han, Pui Yee, Jeff and Jia Yi~i on the light! but lin yun go off the light......zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz lol!?what happen? someone at outside?? happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday .......Is Chow Yang ,Chia Yee and Professor, Chow yang was holding the cake... urghh...this was my 2nd surprise.. okay okay.. i wont cry again.. lol i sMILE TO THEM !EH?! WAIT a MINUTES, chia yee and chow yang, i thought you all should be in KEDAH-ALOR SETAR?wh y you all still HERE!aiyo...COZ of SOMEONE birthday lorr.. MAke us cannot go back.. chow yang said.. LOL!!i Thought i THOUGHT!fineee.. speechless larr..Thanks for everything! really! After that, we went to west lake..and bringing the PUPPY also!Lol.. i dare to touch it already..and carry it. but still got little bit scare lar...at 2.00am.. we went back ...because tomorrow chow yang will be the driver and drove to his home town, so he need to have enough sleep..ok!They decided to eat breakfast at 7.00am in the morning..so.. everyone agree lor..okay! went home and SLEEP!

In the morning~ lol pui yEE come and fetch us .. go gam jing eat breakfast! WOOHOO!after that , say bye bye to chow yang ,chia yee ,chooi han and pui yeE!! meet u all after 2 weeks ! lol..Jia Yi ask me wan to go sitiawan or not.. of COZ WAN LAR!! i dun1 stay at here larrH.okay okay..half an hour later, he came and fetch me and lin yun..We went to professor house!OMGOD! SO MANY DOGS!..1..2....3...4....5...6....7...+MY PUPPY....=8..Sweating? how should i go out from car.. the dogs are staring mee...urghh.. lol.ok finee..we go eat lunch then..MCD!Let's go..After our lunch, and then the store ..after that we went to fetch pei feng, Pei Feng decided to go beach!...''BEACH'' yea i wanna go! i wan go i wan go!!!!!make alot of fun at there.. collect some seashell~Snap alot photo at there! haha...The clock is showing 5pm++ so, we need to go back already..i slept at jia yi's car..so what's going on i dunno.. i just know that jia yi drive the wrong way.. turn here turn there?!~ haha poor little jia yi! hahah..my birthday night~ Dinner=my cake~ ahhaha the time is showing 11.33pm.. my birthday is gonna over ! haha! ENJOY MY 18TH BIRTHDAY! thanks everyone! thankssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

The Day That's Belong To Me (The EnD)

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY CAKE~

me and lin yun

yo yo yo!

green pants!

issit skirt har?

no la ,look like, but is pants

horse wor yay!!eh jia yi! where u looking? looking girls ar?

our ''BEI YING''

from side..

lolz?!

finding sea shell~

fighting wif ngong ngiang~

peace!

my name~

peacing lol!!

NGONG NGIANG!

Yesh? anything u want?

i found a seashell.. very nice wan.. wanna giv ying ying as the present..

Lol?! small till cannot see..lol btw i accept ur gift lar jia yi hahaa come...let's shake hand

dirty hand~
see! we collect de sea shell!

jia yi~ acting sleeping lol

me vs lin yunhahah 3 of us~ smile till so happy? loli warning you?!!